Jumping onto a cloud of faith.

It was a ridiculous day at first but Miss Eleen Tan came in for our last lesson and saved the day with her interesting globalisation game. I admit I was red-eyed when another team won us by a significant margin but the feeling is real bad... Chem SPA in the first lesson was a display of my stupidity and nervousness that ruined it all. Wasn't it a leisure activity? I want Jacuzzi(Physics kind of SPA lol) next time man..SPA not shuang one..

Tomorrow is thursday. I'm going to do jumps! On friday as well! Lately I've been discovering something real bad in me...I'm becoming a attention seeker! Every time during training, if there are gals around, I will want their eyes on me!...But I'm another kind of attention seeker. I only try to impress gals when I know I have something to flaunt, in this case my jumps... But this doesn't make me less guilty of being one, right?
This is also why sometimes I can't concentrate on my jumps. I keep thinking ppl are looking at me and I've got to do it right to win attention.
So tmr...I've just keep all eyes on the crossbar and think of what I should do to clear the advancing heights.


"Day by day he gazed upon her. Day by day he sighed with passion."