This week started verly solemnly for me, because I attended the first funeral of my life. That sunday, I went home with lots of sad thoughts and nothing else but scary thoughts of dying the next moment. Up till today(4 days already), I still can't sleep well ! Because I feel that life is really not fair. You do alot of good things and you still die young. What's the problem with God?

I guess, how long you live is all pre-destined. Just what are the chances to die suddenly man... For now, I hope everyone will treasure every moment you live by, because you never know when you'll leave everything behind. His death was most abrupt and unfortunate. It is still a hard blow to me when I saw the evening news reveal the death of my close relative. I was just totally transfixed.

In loving memory of my aunt's husband, the good father who unfortunately died during his well-prepared triathlon competition last saturday.

PS: What happens to us when we die? I get a leap off my heart whenever I tell myself that I will die one day! It's just so horrifying. If only a dead person would tell me in my dreams. Really, I'm timid and scared of things I don't know of.

I MUST POST THIS!

Major error in our 7pm drama, Tong Xin Yuan, Oct 21st episode.
There was a scene in the shopping mall, which is Jurong Point btw, and Dayang was carrying Baobei down the escalator and running towards the camera on a corridor.

The thing is... Dayang and Baobei was on the third floor before Dayang carried her down the escalator. But the next scene on them running was also on the third floor! MUAHAHAAHAAA
I know Jurong Point like the back of my ass.

Shame on Singapore directors. Shame.

It was a blown-away day in school. Every single lesson, I have to excuse myself into e washroom and blow the phlegm out of my nose... It seems like the phlegm reproduces itself whenever I tried to clear it. At one point during the first lesson, I was made breathless because I couldn't breathe through my nose.

PW: Cho0 nv come to sch again...Had a lame excuse for it but our group will easily be the worse in the class if this goes on. I brought laptop to sch which proved to be a mean feat because it's damn heavy. HaHHA, we joked about Shaun being a suicide bomber because his laptop/sch bag was so much of a box on his back. I passed Denise's Friends season 9 to him even before I watched the last disc in sch. Shaun and some guys were laughing each other's ass off when they saw the first episode of that. Simply blown away by the un-Maths inclined Joey Tribbiani especially.

I wonder how many ppl will turn up for school tomorrow. Last week lynn suggested going Sentosa on this tuesday. Anyway it doesn't bother me! Because I'm to going to sch for an eventful day complete with training!

I rate Renovate My Family as the best tv show ever that helps rebuild lives, after watching it yesterday for the first time.

There's this Blankenship family in the US having lost their house and their dog to a fire and it was the worst of their days. Finally the show chose them to "renovate their family" and here's happened. First the family was taken to a lake resort to spend some enjoyable moments since their house was devastated. As much as I know from that episode, the crew brought demolished the old house and constructed a brand new one and even refurbished their ranch. The frontyard of their new bungalow was very delicately made that included a dining area complete on wooden platform walkways and a rock pond. The backyard was the dream of the son Collin, who loved baseball as a pitcher (the player who uses the bat to hit the ball in the game). There was a pitcher training lane with a top-end ball shooter machine at one end of it. Collin was over the moon.

Then there were individual themed bedrooms that reflected the hobbies and interests of the children. The puppy house was in the younger daughter's bedroom. Oh, I saw at least 3 LCD televisions in the house. The masterbedroom's washroom was as posh as a hotel suite, very spacious man... One of the best part was the kitchen, where you can heat up any food products by using the microwave's scanner to read the product's barcode. I don't really know how that works actually.

Everything the crew could do to give the family a better environment, they did. The ranch was upgraded with equestrian hurdles for the 14yo daughter to train her hobby. The family truck and trailer was coated with a stylish design as well. Everyone in the family got a new hairstyle and most of all, a better life.

All in all, one new bungalow complete with furniture and everything inside out. I want to be part of the show in remaking people's lives!!!

Today. The day heaty flu continued to wage war with me and surrendered before school ended. Thanks to my vapour action Halls sweets. I'm very baffled by complex numbers. The steps are easy but my lecture notes isn't very helpful for answering tutorial qns !

Oh yeah this posting tool is back to normal. In fact life has gone back to normal. There isn't the urgency to study for exams anymore. What now? Games and training...Err not SEA games lol. And some final mentoring work for the juniors in sec sch. I can't remember how did I go through the gruelling weeks during O lvls...
ahhh exams over... but i don't really feel like it is. First, I've been playing as much before exams during exams and now after exams. Secondly once after the last promo paper of physics, i was thinking of project work oral presentation(something I hate since pri sch) and AO level Chinese. Sucks totally. There's no stop to your worries when you're schooling. Exams are meant to make you lose sleep over studying for, upset yourself when you get poor grades and carry on your life with the regret of not doing well for it. Can't schooling be more carefree? I saw 05S18 got back their chemistry paper today in the hall coz their teacher marked her form class first. Yuan jun got the bottomline score and Jessica uhm...failed by 3 marks. I thought the paper was easy, though a very high A score will be hard...I'm thinking of a high B or low A. School life is just so worrisome.
How did history's famous scientists come into the scene ? Or I should ask, how can one become a famous scientist ?
I was doing my physics paper just and e lil dance gal was sitting on my right. I was thinking through, "Of what use will Physics be for her?" Most of us study physics for the A grade in the A lvl certificate, and not to become a scientist ultimately. Then wouldn't the gal, together with many of us, be wasting our time learning Newtonian Laws? For me I'm into air-motion concepts and aerospace, about anything that flys or move in the air on its own (:

Going into happier things, I'm going swimming on sunday with some old classmates and a beloved teacher. Darn, i still can't swim well^sobx^^x^

Just woke up from a good 2 hour nap. The maths paper in the morning went really smooth, other than i missed out one graph sketching qn costing me 2 marks ! No perfect score anymore, but i'll bet anything I will get A hehe..
I'm not so sure about the chem paper tomorrow because after trying e jjc 2003 promo paper, I realised how difficult it can go! That year's paper was full of structured qns! ALL 10 mark qns sia... So depressing after doing that. I'll either break or bend during tmr's paper. Physics will be better than chemistry because i've done the most revision on tt. Gonna hit real hard at the paper.
Will do! Just have to think like liuyun the pro.