Jumping onto a cloud of faith.

This week started verly solemnly for me, because I attended the first funeral of my life. That sunday, I went home with lots of sad thoughts and nothing else but scary thoughts of dying the next moment. Up till today(4 days already), I still can't sleep well ! Because I feel that life is really not fair. You do alot of good things and you still die young. What's the problem with God?

I guess, how long you live is all pre-destined. Just what are the chances to die suddenly man... For now, I hope everyone will treasure every moment you live by, because you never know when you'll leave everything behind. His death was most abrupt and unfortunate. It is still a hard blow to me when I saw the evening news reveal the death of my close relative. I was just totally transfixed.

In loving memory of my aunt's husband, the good father who unfortunately died during his well-prepared triathlon competition last saturday.

PS: What happens to us when we die? I get a leap off my heart whenever I tell myself that I will die one day! It's just so horrifying. If only a dead person would tell me in my dreams. Really, I'm timid and scared of things I don't know of.