Jumping onto a cloud of faith.

Today didn't feel under my control. Some bad shit happened on me. No i'm not talking about the slight blocked and runny nose which I did have in the morning and afternoon.

I'm referring to the faulty Mio Tv set-up I have at home. My set-up is a Mio wireless broadband router. I had Mio tv installed a month or so ago which was possible through an additional pair of wireless Aztech Powerline 200mbps adapters. One of the pair is connected to my Mio set-top box (like the Starhub cable tv's) and the other side goes to my Mio router. But then the latter one recently got some problem... So i called Singtel for assistance but they pinpointed down the problem to that Aztech adapter set-up, so they suggest I call Aztech directly as they are just a third-party vendor of the Mio package. I did called them, and they asked me to bring down the pair of adapters to their building at Ubi Road. Hello?! WTF kind of business planning is this? The user is so fking helpless lor !!! Can't they at least send someone over to pick up the faulty pair of adapters LA ?!?!!

Another thing is starting to worry me. My financial situation is abit life-threatening. As I look back in this 2 years, I have spent over 10k in which the shopping list included upright piano($3200), DIY CPU ($1600), PSP Phat ($400), Options Course ($5998), F1 tickets ($248) and some other cheaper items. I feel abit sad for myself now because I'm very tight on my bank pig but I still can afford another US$1300 for my trading account. eq S$2000 +/-.The question I'm asking myself is how long more before my bank defaults on my dwindling account and I am forced to go to work. I've been chatting with many peers and I get quite tongue-twisted when they ask me if I am working, why am i not looking for work? I just repeat to everyone of them that I have some personal business to do right now and I tell them i'm trading options virtual if they ask deeper. I wished I'd tell them I'm purely slacking at home hahaha but nah I can't fight my conscience of degrading myself right now. I am proud of what I'm doing !

I'm still going to stick with my plan of waiting to see how my options trading will go from here. Then I'm definitely going to call Mr Tan from WAC to see if I can join the club as a hjumper. I know I just won't sit at home to rot.

I don't know when I'm going to enter a dentist clinic in Jurong Point to ask for a appointment.
At least I removed some stuffs that are pending action from me. I responded to NTU with attending the Aug 2009 course. There's just too many cons to studying the early term in may/jun.

And some other things on the side:
1. Mum bothering me about learning driving, says she and dad "You want to learn, we will pay for it one..."
2. But I really want to get ceramic white teeth bracing first. I know I can't live with my crowded teeth for the rest of my life. You see the conflict of interests here? I'm asking for something that's 4k instead of going for a sponsored 2k driving course. For alot of instances nowadays, I like to use counter-view to assess my problems. "What can you not live without?"
3. IsPerfect Chalet on 20th. ZZz I have to make the special bacon roll with needle mushroom myself. It's gonna take some culinary skill ! Must thank da jie jie for giving me that treat during one of the family picnic.

I got the first Twilight book from DAJIEJIE ! 500+ pages and she said it's quite fast reading it. The book of the vampire shall be opened by jian chao tonight!