Jumping onto a cloud of faith.

I just couldn't grasp what ppl wants to tell me lately...Mel's msg, "OMFG! u saw kevin aprillo's performance too! i am soooo friggin jealous!" I thought she meant she was jealous by that fact that I found and watched aprillio's video.

Another case was my staff sgt smsed me this, "Will not b in e morn." I was like wtf huh?! No heads nor tails ! He later explained that he will not be in the office in the morning. I soooo wanted to cut his lips into a smiley face. And I'll say, "WHY SO WRONG~??"

I visited JW's blog after hearing that, he's laid some girls?? I'll really go crazy if one of my best friend indeed is doing such unscrupulous acts.

I have been getting really tired going day after day in camp. It's getting harder and harder to get through each day. I'm becoming more unmotivated, prolly because I'm taking up alot of stupid work lately. But when I last checked, I dun really do that much stuff daily in office...Perhaps that Joel and CK is frustrating me with their WoW chit-chat session every single day. I always try to be nice and befriend everyone. I try to listen in to everybody's matters. But I realise it's impossible to get onto good terms with everyone. I'll then get very upset because that particular guy just dun like me. But some thoughts ran through me and I contemplated the fact that not everyone are so easy-going like Steven and Llywelyn. Personalities must fit each other before relationships get closer. For me, I think I've done a good job trying to get along well with everybody I know in camp now. My peers can easily strike up a conversation with me or vice versa when we bumped together.

The world is one vast space. It's lonely enough to be one person.