I just couldn't grasp what ppl wants to tell me lately...Mel's msg, "OMFG! u saw kevin aprillo's performance too! i am soooo friggin jealous!" I thought she meant she was jealous by that fact that I found and watched aprillio's video.

Another case was my staff sgt smsed me this, "Will not b in e morn." I was like wtf huh?! No heads nor tails ! He later explained that he will not be in the office in the morning. I soooo wanted to cut his lips into a smiley face. And I'll say, "WHY SO WRONG~??"

I visited JW's blog after hearing that, he's laid some girls?? I'll really go crazy if one of my best friend indeed is doing such unscrupulous acts.

I have been getting really tired going day after day in camp. It's getting harder and harder to get through each day. I'm becoming more unmotivated, prolly because I'm taking up alot of stupid work lately. But when I last checked, I dun really do that much stuff daily in office...Perhaps that Joel and CK is frustrating me with their WoW chit-chat session every single day. I always try to be nice and befriend everyone. I try to listen in to everybody's matters. But I realise it's impossible to get onto good terms with everyone. I'll then get very upset because that particular guy just dun like me. But some thoughts ran through me and I contemplated the fact that not everyone are so easy-going like Steven and Llywelyn. Personalities must fit each other before relationships get closer. For me, I think I've done a good job trying to get along well with everybody I know in camp now. My peers can easily strike up a conversation with me or vice versa when we bumped together.

The world is one vast space. It's lonely enough to be one person.

I realised moments ago that there were other versions of To Zanarkand other than the game intro one, the Piano Collection version and Ending Theme version.

Go youtube and search To Zanarkand reborn version. It's a creative remake by Michael Huang but it too bad it doesn't sound nice at all. It felt out of tune and it turned from music to noise for my ears.

The intro version is simpler than the Piano Collection which im good in, but i always felt the former is very repetitive. But everyone who plays To Zanarkand are reminding us how marvellous Nobuo Uematsu was and how perfectly it fitted the game.

This is getting ridiculous! I am so fed up with Anddy's behaviour! He's Daniel's younger brother who's doing PSLE this year.

That brat was going home with his sister and gramps and I walked them down the lift cos i was going to get some fruits from my aunt(their mum). He was prying up a Kitkat and then threw a silver piece of the wrapping to the floor. As a green warrior of course I demanded him to pick it up. But FUCK he just stepped on it dragged it under his shoes and said he'll pick it up after I told him a second time. (Coincidently the lift jammed and jerked while going down 6th floor after he threw the silver wrapping on the floor. That scared the shit outta me. ). Then the FKING PISSING OFF part came. The door opened at ground floor and he just dragged his feet through the door gap and left the wrapping to fall through the gap ! WTF IS THAT MAN!?!?! WHAT IS WRONG WITH THE EDUCATION, HIM, HIS MUM DAD!??!

My heart literally sank. For such a green warrior like me would have a cousin on the dark side of the environment.

I didn't do much today. Slack would be the appropriate word for use here. I woke up to a beautiful 9 o'clock morning. I had some plan in mind what to do today. Finish reading the option trading book i borrowed from library(You'll always see my holding an investment if i'm alone by myself). Play abit of maple to gain exp on my cdit. And progress abit through FFIX: MOL piano piece.

My parents and er jie rode back to Raub yesterday morning at 6am plus. I just hate it when my mum shows her indifference to my granny. Why just can't she be more concerned about my 70+ year old granny? Yes I know my por-por has grown to hate my mum for being too strict on things and blames her for upsetting the relationship between our house and Daniel's house. Long story...Daniel, if i remembered correctly, went kind of crazy at my house as he was stopped from going out to meet a new online friend. He brawled a little with my er jie and I cos we were all persuading him from going out with a stranger. I gave up, as I always did with these petty things. My er jie called his mum to come over to our house to coax Daniel since he somehow got a sizable knife and defended himself in one corner, still forcing us to let him out of the house. Aunt came over and was scolding him...then aunt cried and scolded somemore. That day ended with the knife being surrendered over. The rest of the important days and events that related to this incident was quite hazy to me.

I hate my mum cos she treats my granny like a maid(granny raised my da jie from newborn to like 18+ years old? Me and my er jie was also under her care until I was like in Junior College?).
She'd cook for us 3 meals a day and washed our clothes. I was the dearest to my granny and she doted me the most. Every single elder in the family says that. Yeah I slept in the same bed with my granny till i was in sec sch. I'd massage her lower back everytime she needs it because she sprained her back while attending to my er jie's bath when er jie was still about a toddler i think. I heard many stories from my granny every night because she's mostly awake at night.
One about my mum. Granny said mummy didn't really give a damn about my dajiejie when she was a toddler. All she did was go out in the morning and come back at night to give dajiejie a little hug and that's it. She was probably hanging outside with my dad.
And now? Hanging out with a male colleague. My er jie said she met my mum and that male guy numerous times around our estate and Jurong Point. I can't help but believe her. I'll leave the adult matter to adults.

Enough about my family matters.
About me now.
Let me give you a piece of my mind. I'll tell you what is in my head, less Erika Toda and a pretty wife, that is. In order of priority
1. Get ceramic braces. I hope my parents could bear costs for that.
2. I'm going to blow 6k off to a options trading course.
3. Waiting to start training jumps after ORD. That's why I keep looking at the ORD timer every chance I have.

Now let's see and hear the wonderous play of Kevin Aprillio. Look how cool and goth is his long dread locks! He's so damn good at playing Those Who Fight that he sometimes just looks elsewhere off the piano keys.

With hands like flowing water, w3sp displayed the elegance of FF music and the deep skills of piano playing.

Wohoo yayeee oh ! lvl 70 chief bandit ! Many people in the guild were amazed at how fast i jumped from lvl 64 50% till 70. I did it in 17 hours playing time. But must tks the 2x exp GM gave from 2-4pm. I sure was lucky. I will be super busy from next week out. That is probably why I spurred myself on to get to 3rd job. I'm gonna catch some sleep in the afternoon. At 8pm i'll go to Germany with Edmund to catch the F1 race. Good job Hamilton on pole position again. Hope he'll run well tonight to maintain his title race.

Here's another successful story about my scrolling. My heartbeat raced again. I passed 1 30%, 2 40%(maple scrolls) and 1 60% andThat added the base 77+(5+ 2x3+2) to 90 wa 8 luk !

I failed 2 40% and a 30% cursed scroll ! Thank God those shits didn't boom my dagger. Or else I'd adhere to my swear of going back to my 70 ranger. Now, there a new reason to be happy in my life ! Good luck to all. Just remember to burn the correct % of scrolls before scrolling it the actual one and you'd do just fine.

Time to watch Takuya "Change" the world of Japan in his prime ministerial term on ep09 !

I'm going down to Yishun Sports Hall to support Aaron in his tkd competition later ! Woosh never been to a tkd competition before ! It's so far away from Jurong, but my role as a supporter for singapore athletes starts here ! I was contemplating to go down the CCK stadium on Wednesday afternoon to support Mr Tham and my fellow juniors at the final day of the natls inter schs track meet. This year's results by Tanglin was not as good as previous years, but our 4x100 B boys are into the finals and maybe able to clinch a 3rd spot. There were many high jumpers from Tanglin too ! After I O-R-D i'm going to train train train to beat the sky-high 2m bar !

>>>Beijing Olympics<<<
Stefan Holm might still be able to get top 3 placings in the high jump event, if not defend his title.
The official website have not uploaded the final starting athletes so it's still hard to see who has been peaking this season and year. But i personally support the Swedes and Jamie Nieto from USA. All the best to them all.

And will we finally see a medal on Singapore's hands? Li Jia Wei? I must admit that our paddlers are seriously the only team capable of clinching any medals. We are still miles away in other sports. But come 5 to 10 years, the pro elites of Singapore Sports School will be the best bets. Some of the youngsters are already in the same league as the world-best. JYJY, I'm aiming for SEA GAMES !

Many things have started to piss me off significantly. My overcrowding teeth is becoming more troubling than ever. I'm feeling that 2 crooked teeth are growing out of line more. I'm getting a tooth extraction and braces these days !

Then there's the asiasoft a-cash charging which was unavailable for the whole of today. No cash, no 2x exp.

And the Medieval II: Total Wars game i bought on friday. I'm a bad commander and conqueror. I spread territory too extensively and that allowed enemies to charge and bring down a few of my bordering cities. Ashamed. Will redesign my empire again. I was playing France, in 1104 AD? Hah.

SMAPxSMAP !

I started d/ling this show hosted by the 4 SMAP members. Mainly 2 SMAP guys will form into 2 teams and cook for a pair of guests. And guess what, I d/led the one with Erika Toda in it ! wooH! She is young and everything I dream for. There were alot of Jap advertisments in it haha... and most of it was about self-grooming products like shampoo, jels and stuff like that
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I dun even know a word they are talking about since it's all japanese. But it good to find Kimura in a different light.