Jumping onto a cloud of faith.

This is getting ridiculous! I am so fed up with Anddy's behaviour! He's Daniel's younger brother who's doing PSLE this year.

That brat was going home with his sister and gramps and I walked them down the lift cos i was going to get some fruits from my aunt(their mum). He was prying up a Kitkat and then threw a silver piece of the wrapping to the floor. As a green warrior of course I demanded him to pick it up. But FUCK he just stepped on it dragged it under his shoes and said he'll pick it up after I told him a second time. (Coincidently the lift jammed and jerked while going down 6th floor after he threw the silver wrapping on the floor. That scared the shit outta me. ). Then the FKING PISSING OFF part came. The door opened at ground floor and he just dragged his feet through the door gap and left the wrapping to fall through the gap ! WTF IS THAT MAN!?!?! WHAT IS WRONG WITH THE EDUCATION, HIM, HIS MUM DAD!??!

My heart literally sank. For such a green warrior like me would have a cousin on the dark side of the environment.

I didn't do much today. Slack would be the appropriate word for use here. I woke up to a beautiful 9 o'clock morning. I had some plan in mind what to do today. Finish reading the option trading book i borrowed from library(You'll always see my holding an investment if i'm alone by myself). Play abit of maple to gain exp on my cdit. And progress abit through FFIX: MOL piano piece.

My parents and er jie rode back to Raub yesterday morning at 6am plus. I just hate it when my mum shows her indifference to my granny. Why just can't she be more concerned about my 70+ year old granny? Yes I know my por-por has grown to hate my mum for being too strict on things and blames her for upsetting the relationship between our house and Daniel's house. Long story...Daniel, if i remembered correctly, went kind of crazy at my house as he was stopped from going out to meet a new online friend. He brawled a little with my er jie and I cos we were all persuading him from going out with a stranger. I gave up, as I always did with these petty things. My er jie called his mum to come over to our house to coax Daniel since he somehow got a sizable knife and defended himself in one corner, still forcing us to let him out of the house. Aunt came over and was scolding him...then aunt cried and scolded somemore. That day ended with the knife being surrendered over. The rest of the important days and events that related to this incident was quite hazy to me.

I hate my mum cos she treats my granny like a maid(granny raised my da jie from newborn to like 18+ years old? Me and my er jie was also under her care until I was like in Junior College?).
She'd cook for us 3 meals a day and washed our clothes. I was the dearest to my granny and she doted me the most. Every single elder in the family says that. Yeah I slept in the same bed with my granny till i was in sec sch. I'd massage her lower back everytime she needs it because she sprained her back while attending to my er jie's bath when er jie was still about a toddler i think. I heard many stories from my granny every night because she's mostly awake at night.
One about my mum. Granny said mummy didn't really give a damn about my dajiejie when she was a toddler. All she did was go out in the morning and come back at night to give dajiejie a little hug and that's it. She was probably hanging outside with my dad.
And now? Hanging out with a male colleague. My er jie said she met my mum and that male guy numerous times around our estate and Jurong Point. I can't help but believe her. I'll leave the adult matter to adults.

Enough about my family matters.
About me now.
Let me give you a piece of my mind. I'll tell you what is in my head, less Erika Toda and a pretty wife, that is. In order of priority
1. Get ceramic braces. I hope my parents could bear costs for that.
2. I'm going to blow 6k off to a options trading course.
3. Waiting to start training jumps after ORD. That's why I keep looking at the ORD timer every chance I have.