It was messy today. I was battling against my instinct even before I got out of the bed. I supposed to meet Jiawei at the bus stop outside da school at 10.30. Surprisingly we took the same bus but different deck. He was on the 2nd floor. Messy because flu came back to haunt me again ! So I was "drooling" from my nose all day in school from 10.30 to 4pm ! Once I got home I took the magical yellow flu pill and slept. I will sleep early tonight though. Probably before 12 or 11 to be safe.

I can't afford to stay up until 3 like yesterday because the GP monster will come kill me on thursday. Haha...I remembered Mr Lim Fei describing GP as a monster during the introductory lecture in lt 5. My memory associated with people is extraordinary.

There's one big problem about the upcoming A lvls for me. Problem is I don't see it coming ! Yes I did do lots of qns and revised the subjects, but I don't feel the importance of the exams ! Shit I think I underperformed too much for too long this year that I'm numb to exams. Wouldn't care what grades I get. But I still dream of being the one to be called up to the stage side and congratulated by the emcee teacher for the A lvls results.

Hmm still feeling drowsy from the flu pill. I think I'll just practise Fa Ru Xue on the piano. I don't think Newton's laws and Archimedes' Principle can get into my head now hah... Shall take a break. Not giving up yet !

My cousin flaming me in my tagboard? That's so obvious. Almost as clear as if he put his name there lolx. I pretended I didn't noticed the vulgarities when he asked me to check if I wrote comments on it yesterday. Yarh, he's in my house now. I'm quite disturbed in my studies. He's quite the opposite of the spectrum. Can play for damn long. Not ashamed of hogging onto an entertainment piece for too long. At least when I played over time, I felt so guilty that I eventually off it.

I learned abit of Fa Ru Xue(Jay Chou) on the piano. The rhythm is quite hard for pop songs. But I discovered some of the notes are quite standard. You just play the 1st note of that particular sequence and you know what's after it.

Here's something about God I found logically acceptable for me. Totally not one of those lame arguments that preacher told me when I was at the library.
Here goes a short excerpt from Dan Brown's Angels and Demons.

Security Officer in the Vatican City asked, "Terrible things happen int the world. Human tragedy seems like proof that God could not possibly be both all-powerful and well-meaning. If He loves us and has the power to change our situation, He would prevent our pain, wouldn't He?"
Then the priest asked him to imagine if he had kids and would he have let them go skateboarding. Officer says yes and would remind kids to be careful.
"What if they fell and skinned his knee?"
Officer replies, "He would learn to be more careful."
"So although you have the power to interfere and prevent your child's pain, you would choose to show your love by letting him learn his own lessons ?"
"Of course. Pain is part of growing up. It's how we learn."
Priest said, "Exactly"

Basically through this example I got a better idea of what Lynn tried to explain to me when i asked the same question- If God was all so powerful, then why can't he help all the famines and sufferings? Now the Bible seems more relevant to me now. It guides people out of the way of the sufferings but yet people drift away from it and make mistakes and they just come back and blame God. Duh, I still don't read the Bible lolx. I don't have the composure for that ancient tome.

Oarh. This is the last piece from my dry blister on my left sole. I got bored doing my transition metals and took the shots.


This is my gaming mouse. I bought it then to play F.E.A.R because my conventional laser mouse is minature and isn't responsive enough. There's Diamondback and Copperhead. The latter cost around $50 more. This one is $79


It has served me well. Noticed the white stretch of rubber across the side of the mouse? There's 2 buttons which you can assign keys to. And there's 2 more on the other side. Any keys on your keyboard. I put my grenade button there :) ! Very effective haha... But I've since quit fear because it's too repetitive and my comp graphics isn't all that great.

haha funny. The Gunz' international version download stops at 93.9%. I started to d/l the korean version halfway and found out a better alternative. The Indian version. At least, that's in english. North America version isn't up yet.

Hilarious but frightening. I was doing the unthinkable just now for my morning drink. I mixed hot milo with my weightgainer powder into my shaker bottle. I did 2 tosses and the cap(fit snugly, not those turn type) just blew out below my hands. Now I know why the instructions say add cold water... There wasn't any flames though. It's just too much gas produced by the weightgainer powder. When i add it to cold milk it does a little puff when i open the sip hole but this time it's really too much pressure inside. Entropic explosion?

Okay, I have to do some push ups to burn off the extra calories from the engineered powder mixture. Or else I'll get more pimples. That what the sales lady told me.

Day 12.
He's working his abs and limbs more than his brain.
Maybe later he'll activate some brain cells for the paperwork.

I'm downloading Gunz now. Suddenly want to play it... But the download servers are heck of a slow. Nevermind later I'll just leave this laptop behind and continue with my hypothesis testing chapter. After enduring my second compre yesterday, i seemed to have got out of the lazy slump abit and started to revise a little on stats. Really must thank Chin Hong for his maths revision book. It's a chapter by chapter compilation of questions both fundamental and hard. Plus, those qns are from other schools. I hit some really tough questions from NJC just now. I don't remember doing similar qns before... And another RJC question. I read through it and it just blew me away.

And oh this morning. I was so dead in my sleep. I had a missed call and an sms from Ms Tan. She asked me why me and Jiawei didn't go for the consultation today. That sux... I know the feeling of being "fly kite". Luckily Ms Tan didn't seemed to go into the matter seriously and offered us another timeslot next saturday. She's so kind ! (oh my mouse cursor is moving leftwards on its own again ! that's ghastly !)

LIFE BEFORE As.
Day 13.
He seems to be doing some maths.

I'm getting ready to do my gp compre, the second one needed for consultation.
And I found Biwen's blog ! She seemed quite stressed up. Who isn't? I'm so stressed that I was dreading to wake up this morning because that means I have to do work again ! Biwen looks unchanged. Still so dramatic and ponders on her future so deeply...Such high order of thoughts.
And I'm abit tramatised by the army letter yesterday ordering me to report on 11 JAN ! Ah...I can't train for high jump liao. I thought I'm going in at around march or april. I quickly sms-ed liuyun and finian. Yun is enlisting on the same day ! yay got close buddy going to same unit ! But Finian still haven't received his letter yet, kept telling me over the phone that he is worried abt his doubtful health, hence they nv enlist him blah blah lol... I'm really looking forward to be in the army because it's all fitness and guns and tactics ! Sounds great for me ! The only consolation of going in early is coming out early hhaha.

Okay off to compre.
I think i'll start a project.
Called Life Before As.
Day 14.
Counting down.
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I'm one foot into unhealthy living. Lately, my granpa has been cooking overly oily stuff which spoiled my appetite. And dinner just now, I downed 2 packs of instant noodles ! My stomach feeling weird now ! I know you can't do anything, but you can gimme virtual cookies and imaginary meals hah

Hmmm, I have more photos from e last day of school which will paint a better picture of it.


Huhuh, that's my ball ! Dunno who kope it for the shot. Must pay me copyright fees ! :)


The BRB and FRB combined ! lol.. John was commenting to add Mr Oh(in grey shirt) the striker into our team photo HAHA!


Many thanks to the teachers !
We are fortunate to have Mr Azmi for chem, Ms Lang for maths, Mr Oh for physics and Missy Tan for GP ! " Your JC friends are the ones who will mostly accompany through most of your life" Yeah i think so !

Wah. got nagged by my er sis again...she often burst into nags at me. This time, I was trying to use her table for my revision because my table is really small and flooded with worksheets and books. When I entered the room, she was awakened by the table lights and said I'm conquering her room blah blah...So I just returned to my room, my untidy table and decided to clear up the table !!!!!!!! It's so much better now. I did afew integration qns which burned my brain ! I messed up today. totally burned out by my lousy use of time. Okay gtg.

Taken during the sports day with Mr Azmi and Ms Lang. The former became our second civics tutor at the start of this year. We were used by Ms Lang to help out in some admin stuff. Our reward was mac big breakfast delivered to our class ! And a large chunk of my egg dropped to the floor .xsobx. Earlier on we tried to stuff like 30 over newater bottles into tong loong's big bag. Then we called him(e guy tied to balloon) to retrieve his bag. Even as a macho rugger, it was too much for his muscles lol. Ya and he won the 4x100m race too !


Mr Azmi is quite stern when he don't smile. He don't really scold us much at all. More like advicing us though he always claims he was really harsh on his previous batch. Whatever, he's good and treats us goreng pisang once during our late extra chem lesson. Usually for other teachers are sweets and chocolates. But hey his is goreng pisang worrr !
And yup ! Lynn's the most playful gal in my class !!!


This one koped from yunjie. Taken during J1 times... look at cheng wai haha. retro hairstyle


Nice message, but rather subtle usage of grammer haha. Clearly my maths teacher has finally made a mistake :P I got this from her on the 2nd last day.

There are many more photos in lynn's camera! must ask her to send me me me..