Jumping onto a cloud of faith.

It was messy today. I was battling against my instinct even before I got out of the bed. I supposed to meet Jiawei at the bus stop outside da school at 10.30. Surprisingly we took the same bus but different deck. He was on the 2nd floor. Messy because flu came back to haunt me again ! So I was "drooling" from my nose all day in school from 10.30 to 4pm ! Once I got home I took the magical yellow flu pill and slept. I will sleep early tonight though. Probably before 12 or 11 to be safe.

I can't afford to stay up until 3 like yesterday because the GP monster will come kill me on thursday. Haha...I remembered Mr Lim Fei describing GP as a monster during the introductory lecture in lt 5. My memory associated with people is extraordinary.

There's one big problem about the upcoming A lvls for me. Problem is I don't see it coming ! Yes I did do lots of qns and revised the subjects, but I don't feel the importance of the exams ! Shit I think I underperformed too much for too long this year that I'm numb to exams. Wouldn't care what grades I get. But I still dream of being the one to be called up to the stage side and congratulated by the emcee teacher for the A lvls results.

Hmm still feeling drowsy from the flu pill. I think I'll just practise Fa Ru Xue on the piano. I don't think Newton's laws and Archimedes' Principle can get into my head now hah... Shall take a break. Not giving up yet !