This couple of weeks God revealed more of my cracks to me. The things I prayed for, they came true one by one. But after I got each of them, I wanted something better than what I had. Take the Expert Advisors for example. I got my hands on some old versions of EAs that boast immense profitability. But when I actually backtested them, all of them failed terribly. I wanted a profitable EA ! Then it was the university modules this semester. I wanted a lab slot as the same group as my group of friends and I got the exact same index number. But I'm in another sub-group?? It's okay, I tell myself. At least I never tapau any modules and my schedule now is settled without any problems.
Recently I met someone in my course who has the most wrong reason to try to join a particular lab group, or tutorial class. Because there is pretty girl(s) in that group. The way he talked about it, it was like a bee attracted to pollen.
I wonder, if man's nature really had greed wired into it.
Tried the laksa at Quad Cafe in school. It appeared on a campus food hunt before. I give it 7/10. Remember not to queue at the zi char store.
Today my mood in school is probably 3 out of 10. I kept appearing in situations where I heard people chatting about getting very good cumulative GPA grade as compared to mine. *Taking a deep breath and sighing inside* Pastor spoke that I should step out of my tent, and count my stars. I should look further beyond my grades.
It doesn't matter what others say, because if God said it is so, it is so.