Jumping onto a cloud of faith.

My stomach continued to bloat for the second day. I was disturbed by the fact that I didn't bring my set of medicines to work. But I still managed to hang on for 9 hours till 6pm. I made a miscount in the stock today. I had 1 missing cleanser for the last shop's box on my list. I tried to retrace my work subtly but it was difficult as the boss was monitoring the area personally at one corner and time was drawing near for dismissal.

For the whole time at work, I wanted to tell one of the perm workers that I wish to end my work there tomorrow. But I keep thinking of rejection from them, since it was quite a short notice for quitting the job. So in the end, the scenarios just keep on playing on my mind. I just didn't have the courage to speak to any of them. But tomorrow, I'll tell them that I'm ending my work at the end of next week. Sigh, I need to prepare what to tell them if they ask me why.

I haven't trained since the start of the week. I don't even want to do the stomach/ back exercises. Who knows if it'll make my bloated stomach worse? I definitely won't go down to nyp this week too. But I'll keep doing my shin strengthening exercises.