Jumping onto a cloud of faith.

I've been thinking about a few things.
I reckon it's time for me to take up piano lessons at the Frontier CC. It's been a pity why my parents never let me take up piano, and swimming when i was younger. My mum always say, " Next time you all older then go learn yourself".

It's so unfair to me. Everyone else has got a niche in them. I don't. Some can play piano. Some can swim. Some are excellent in sports. Others are able to study well. Many are great in computer stuff.
Me? I'm always trying to show my presence when i'm around people and likes to be interested in lots of things but actually i am just okay in them.
Say I'm good in computers/ IT? No! I'm just scrapping the basics of getting a comp to run the way it is supposed to be.
Sports eh? Yeah yeah all of you readers out there know im from track and field team. But where the hell are my achievements? 6th in Swift Track and Field Meet? Wow. That's because there were only 6 of us jumpers that day. That's why ! And I always run the slowest in the team. Even Tracy the javelin thrower can outrun me when we were doing endurance training at Macritchie Reservoir 10km route.

Or is it because I always put others first. That's why I'm last?
Maybe I like to let people go first, so that I can observe what they do and learn?