Jumping onto a cloud of faith.

Feeels so cool to log on to the net at 6.10am on a sunday morning. I love the early morning and late nights. That kind of silence is calming. I love to do my homework in the dead of the night, like 3am until it's time to get to school. At night when there's nobody, I don't need to pretend to be someone else or need to prove anything to anyone. I'm awake now because of the Ger-Por WC 3rd/4th placing match. I betted 30 for 2 goals in total and it was really exciting in the 2nd half because all the 4 goals including an own goal was scored then. I rmb it was 60+ mins into the match when there was 2 goals scored, but my hope for a premiere soccer bet win dashed away quickly with that own goal. I should've followed Finian to buy a Germany win...but the odds was 1.6x. My 2 total goals odds was 3.2x. But never mind.

Next week i have 2 competiton days, monday for 4x100m and wednesday for high jump in the natls champs. Sometimes I feel so useless...Studies-can't make it. CCA- no achievements. Play-spend alot of time but not even as good as those who play less. Studies is the most worrying for me now. Tracking back, I didn't even got a good grade for Chemistry and Physics before in JC lvl. What can and should I expect for my A lvls? Will someone just post on the tagboard what I should do to break that grade barrier and score many As? Help me out. I play quite alot of games when i'm bored by studying and i will keep on playing from day to day. Anyone has such experience before and managed to solve this behaviour and get really focused in studies? post ur solutions on the tagboard ! tell me your daily after-sch day schedule as well...So i have something to follow.

And oh, almost forget, my swimming improved tremendously. The last time I went with liuyun and yongzen i could only manage 1 or 2 50m laps...yesterday I moved steadily through 5 50m laps...I was quite amazed too...I simply tried to relax and slow down my strokes to get hold of my breathing. If i can do it without a specialised coach, i'm sure ppl like jiawei can make it too if he wants to try. Better know how to swim eh...the old phrase, " Singapore is surrounded by water, cannot swim die lor"
Then Finian and I went for a short pool treat at clementi recreational centre. I beat him 3 out of 3. the second game was the best performance for me. I did an appalling 3-banking shot to hit the last target ball on the last bank and it went in. then i easily won the black ball too. Last round finian did his best to put it down to 1 target ball for each of us, but his shots just crooked out of the way. Hooted off to ginza to book place at aloha lan centre and bought soccer bets when liuyun came(me and finian underage!). The 2 dota games were devastating for me. I'm always the one getting killed more than everyone else. second game was better because my hero is more capable of killing. tt's all in a day's work! I hopped onto bus 30 and took that familiar bus from ginza plaza to boon lay interchange.( I used to take bus 30 from tanglin back to jurong too)
Sleeping time! Maybe i'll wake up at 12pm. Blog again at night too. Sorry and thank you for all the ppl staring this web space so hard that a new entry will appear in front of their eyes. Thank you, i've finally blogged.