EH ~! What is with those people ?? This guy totally messed up my morning ! I was outside the JRL library before it opened. So I sat on the concrete ledge and wait. Then this guy came over and say, "Excuse me, can i sit here?" I gave him a shrugged yes. He turned to me and asked me if I believe in God. DAMN ! Why does christians need to spread the word around? If Christianity was so true, then surely it will come to non-believers as natural that they want to learn more about it, without any prompting.

Okay, back to the basic question. Do I believe in God? For the one and only God, ah yes to some extent. To Jesus, as answering that guy who kept talking non-stop to me, I want to believe but I can't yet. For me, I just try to substitute God into all those situations and questions about life that no one can answer for sure, like what's going to happen after life? No one knows, because the dead will not come back and tell you which place he went. Life has many things science can answer, but not God and vice versa.

I really wanted to shoot that christian guy some questions man! But I held back. I would ask him, "what do you celebrate on Dec 25th?" He confirm say "the birth of Jesus...." and all the grandmother stories. Then I'll shoot back, "But according to the Bible, Jesus was born in March. So wth are we celebrating it in Dec?"
You want to know why? I dun really know whether to say or not because sources not really confirmed.
Because Dec 25th coincides with the ancient pagan holiday of sol invitus, Unconquered Sun. New religions often adopt existing holidays so that the annoucement of the significant day is not so appalling.
Actually not everything in Christianity is original, i'll rebut that guy this way. God-eating is adopted from the Aztecs.
Even the self-sacrifice of a young man to absolve the sins of his ppl appears in the earliest traditions of Quetzacoatl.
That should have stunned that guy.

And almost comically, he digged out a US dollar bill and explained to me why in the back it writes "In God We Trust". I didn't hear his explanation. But I was looking straight at the pyramid. Why? Because that pyramid with a medallion at its tip was suggested by allegedly America's founding fathers who were freemasons. There's lots of controversies around that eventually led up to the anti-church people inside the government who wanted to debunk the church.

Maybe those above were bogus facts. Now this is real. Get this into your mind god damn it. If you think terrorists are the servants of Satan, the church is no better in the eyes of the science world. Why did the church jailed Galilee Galileo during the 1600s? Just because he backed his own idea that the universe is not centered around Earth, but the Sun. Then why the church punish him? Because the church was selfish and wanted to push the fact that Jesus would not have created a universe not centered around Gaea, Mother Earth. Many decades passed and more papers published to defend the great scientist's findings, the church still refused to admit their wrongdoings. How fair is this?

I just don't like the way Jesus comes into my life, through random people who just interrupt your life and talk about spiritual/religious issues so lightly. They just come to you and just try to deliver to you quickly that God is there, blah blah okay? Because this...so your life...and must thank God. My original thought of going to church was like walking into a tiny church filling with rows of wooden benches, hearing the pastor solemnly. But no! My first church visit was CHC. Totally different. I didn't appreciate that. Not Jesus. So chaotic. Seriously I don't believe such bizarre display of God love will attract me to God. That visit make me run away from churches. Whatever, I will visit church again, but i'll choose which to go.

Whatever, that messenger of God just screwed my Saturday morning. I never really know how to leave that guy coz i'm a man of few words and always try to be nice. Nites everyone. Mug on.

Guys. Here's the fact. The only thing that keeps me coming back to school now is GP. Uh huh. Not General Paper. It's a musical instrument. Yes you guessed it right. It's the grand piano sitting right on the stage in lecture hall 5. I tried to practise melodies of life on it today after school, but it's really slow in progressing through the 2nd score page. But Jiawei said it had good tunes! This is probably one song that cheng wai( who i regard as pop piano pro) doesn't know. Makes all the difference because only I know how to play melodies of life! Ya...but shhh...dun hao lian...I learn most of it liao then I'll update again. Hear it on the video on the right

U can find me at LT5 almost everyday after school! Yuenyan... I have some fingering problems on my piece. Always can't hit that key lol..keep missing it...And erm what's this called? when u play from the treble downwards into the bass keys, i.e for eg from A E A C# then lower and lower. My fingers always get tangled up and it destroys the flow. Ycube how do you play then?

sat. swimming again! not alone this time. with finian and liuyun :P
then went to the jap restaurant for lunch.
maybe we went there to see the waiteress. quite okay looking hehe.
$4.80 for tori katsudon, comes with 2 slices of fruit and miso soup. err anyone knows what's in a miso soup? why will the ingredients settle down after some time? does that mean those stuff in the soup is not mixable with water? If taken, then it'll not mix with water and blood in my body?!?! arhhrhH!

Finian inspired and motivated me abit today with his superb grades in sajc. you rock man! I'll unistalled a 4.5 gGB game from my comp today, in a bid to lessen the time i will spend on the machine.

Longbeanie, thanks for coming my house yesterday. And thanks for the items you gave, but in real world and in game world haha... Do you know why I didn't let you come my house on your own? Because it's weird for me! Like...i'm a guy and a girl just pop at my door, ringing the bell...its just no courtesy la...tt's why i want to walk u to my blk lolx. last of all, hope u enjoyed your time here and hopefully the FF music will keep you moving on! Go steady and grab some good grades! Tell me your grades for prelims hor!

God damn it. I'm raging with anger !That rubbish ps2 WWII flight sim game. I just can't pass that stage! And my plane always end up in fire when multiple enemy fighters chase me. DAMN. I'll nv play that again. swear.

Oh ya prelims over. Bad or good? I'll only say it's over.
Hmm i got confused today. I have chem paper 2 first then paper 1. When the paper 2 was done, I packed my stuff into my bag and was carrying my bag ready to go! Then my friend exclaimed, "Where are you going? We still have paper 1 la! " Then i felt the whole world was watching me in this show of embarrassment. (As always, I always think others are scrutinising me, which has become an over obsession with that idea for me...)

Need to burn something for longbeanie liao, cya.

Here's my eventful Saturday. I slacked the first half of the day and then decided to go swimming at 4pm. So i packed everything into a shoe bag and mounted it to my foldable bike and vrooom off i went ! I went to the junction near petrol station, then cut my way through to the MRT track line of roads. Rode down the stretch along the MRT line to chinese garden, did a little detour into the running/biking track in the garden and got back on track to Jurong East Sports Complex. There are several familiar faces in the lap pool. First was the quite plump swimming coach who's always at that side of the pool. I'm amazed how the little kids can swim so far. I did my best distance yet last afternoon, 4 laps of frog style. I did a few more single laps and a double lap.

Then there was this girl I saw the previous time I came. She's super tanned, reminds me of Fangyi from tanglin haha... Actually there were 2 of the girls swimming together who were super tanned, I couldn't recognise which was the one I encountered last time. But I know its one of them lol...Coz she was swimming freestyle in the middle lanes super fast. Hmmm i think I like extra tanned girls. Maybe because they're tanned=healthy to me.
Don't worry. For all the untanned girls out there, I'm alright with it! :)

After the swim, ate my dinner at that KFC :( the chick chop was weird, soggy i think. Fact: I always get a bout of flu after the swim. Each time I try freestyle, water gets into my nose and mess up everything. But i still want to try and learn myself ! I learned swimming on my own with the help of some die-hard friends.

I biked into Chinese Garden again because I've never set foot on the jogging trail before! Went back to JP and I was riding behind a group of biking indians. I met my 2nd aunt at the junction as she was walking home from work.
I bought 2 books. Vincent Ng's Ten and Dan Brown's Angels and Demons. That makes my full collection of his books!

I'll stop here. PHew...One great sunday morning spent on typing this entry. Good life huh.

My computer has been running slow lately and startup took longer than usual. So i ran my lavasoft adware and dug out 2 trojans and 3 other families of critical objects. Aha!

Had GP prelims on faithful 9/11. The paper 1 essay was fast for me. Did it under an hour. My AQ for paper 2 was in a mess...the points are so damn crap. Okay let's put this in the back of my mind. Need positive outlook for physics pp1/2

OH MY GOD! BABY SURI CRUISE MAKE WORLD DEBUT!
She looks just like Tom Cruise!
GO YAHOO to check out the big news

2 pesky cousins of different aunts


Not as much as these wild monkeys at Bukit Fraser Hill in M'sia !


They are super nimble in eating the rambutans we gave them !










Interesting...


I keep having the feeling that this photo should be put in a gallery of memories...



My 2nd sister and cousin :)



We went a long way into the forest trail and finally found...errr this waterfall. -.-"abit disappointing but still it makes him happy!

Wow i'm still so amazed by flying projectiles as much as I was young. I was fully surprised at the sight of a camera attached to a R/C plane(from youtube again hehe he) I'll buy one when I have the spare money in future.

And if i'm rich enough, i'll get a bungalow to house a grand piano. haha