Euww...My blog's posting tools has turned into some kind of malfunctioning corrupted piece of junk. Is it the blogging server's problem or mine? It is really disgusting. The buttons are all lined up against the left side?? Yuck. Hope this message gets posted successfully. The language papers, as usual, were stoners. As boring as the lessons. Or in any case, as boring as your principal's speech. You just sit down there, trying to keep your eyes open and think real hard about the load of things he(or in this case the paper) says. The next 3 papers will be exciting, I promise. I got the advent children movie few days ago, turned out that it's all in japanese. All I get from figuring out their language is "ne...", "....sae", "...toh!" You can imagine Westerners hearing we chinese speak so much and not a single word of their understanding. I'll just have to get another version with english subtitles.

A relief english teacher once asked me of my dream in future. I said I wanted to view the Earth from space.

Now coming to think of that, i'll be more than glad to die in the space capsule after that. What's a better way to view the place you lived in for your whole life than this? But for now allow me to capture the moon on my telescope.

Exams just around the corner. I've been playing comp games like never before. This always happens. I dunno why...Maybe studying at my room is not conducive enough.
But then I failed to understand what Jonah from rjc told me. He said the best way to prepare for exams is to study. Duh, this simple sentence I couldn't achieve its meaning. We shall see how things turn out. Can't wait to train again!

Yet another week of Pride. Today's episode was very emotional which almost made cried like Yamato. He was noble and his life was miserable for 12 years...
Today the workers came to my hse to retrofit the window friction stays. One one guy came and later joined by 2 others. They did it halfway, but problem arised when they installed back the windows. They will be back on monday to do it again. Malaysians are just good in construction. I'm half m'sian too. wohoo Y!

The world around me is against me. No one likes me... I'm a loner... I'll be the loner that holds the overwhelming victory.

Halu says to Aki, "I won't force you, but if you can, I want you to watch without averting your eyes. If you do, I can be stronger."

Enjoy the song, one of several featured in Pride.

Yuko Takeuchi is so mesmerizing!So cute too! I'm not going to miss the first episode of that show :)

Argh I dunno what's wrong with me today. My condition now is a smack between a sore throat and a flu. And it just won't get any better! How to do my work? I will go berserk if I draw my curves and find asymptotes!

Ta MA de...I was meddling with my specs when the class photo was taken during the gathering...loL. Nvm there's next year to look forward to! Yesterday went ginza kfc to study with frens for 5 hours straight. I only managed to finish 1 JJC promo paper. It was damn easy. Those answers I had no confidence in all turned out to be correct ...maybe I need more topical revision before hitting the papers to increase my speed.

Yesterday was a night to be remembered for me, or probably every tss 4e1 classmate who went to the teachers' day gathering. Although a handful of peeps didn't make it, hope they'll be fine and remember the teachers and most importantly the class! Awww Mrs Koh our maths/form teacher couldn't hold back her tears...again. She was by far a good teacher, always caring for us. Then there was Mr Chan the Chemistry teacher, still a faithful fan of China ya? Lol...He was like a propaganda messenger for China... keep injecting us with the happenings in that country. "You know huh, in China ......" was his favourite starting phrase to sidetrack from the lesson. I don't blame him now already for not giving me the A1 grade for Chemistry prelims, because I've made it into a comfortable JJC and moreover I got b3 for o lvls! Really don't deserve that A1 chem grade, come to think of it...

The memories of 3e1 /4e1 came back very much yesterday, as I came to realise that there's this group of friends once so close to me and hopefully the class will continue like this or even better. YAY I finally returned Rach her FFX disc! It's like the best game that invoked my emotions. Stanley went crazy yesterday :) He became so playful ! I haven't seen him like this since we joined JJC. Ms Chai was so enthusiastic when she introduced us some orientation-like games. Finian went so boinkers@#$* at it hahahaHA. I didn't went back to tanglin or rulang..damn...I'm like a bad unfilial student! But I went back tanglin for mentoring and met the teachers several times, so i guessed that'll do. I'll win a medal before I see Mr Tham next year!

MANY THANKS TO EVERYONE WHO CAME TO THE GATHERING LAST NIGHT. YOU PEOPLE CAME AND MADE IT HAPPENED. A BIGGER THANKS TO ORGANISERS FINIAN AND LYNN CHOO. BIGGEST THANKS TO THE TEACHERS WHO CAME AND THOSE WHO TAUGHT ME BEFORE. HAPPY TEACHERS' DAY````~~! AND OH, I HAVEN'T FORGOT, JESSICA! THANKS FOR ALLOWING THE GATHERING TO BE HELD AT YOUR CONDO! HOPE EVERYONE WILL BE FINE AS THEY GO THEIR OWN WAYS TO ACHIEVE THEIR DREAMS (:

Okay, from now on i'll recall my 4e1 classmates whenever I'm in difficulties so as to encourage myself.

She caught my eye a couple times this week. SOoo pleasing ! How can I not like her. My super-duper goddess. The other day I even dreamed about saying "hello" to her. This seemingly simple task is so tough for me... What ever the crap, things will go just this way... She goes her way, I walk on...praising she's beautiful in my heart. She's happy, I'm just as good.

Operation Perfection

Aim
- To secure some As for the final academic report, I have hereby chosen to take this gruelling route to score perfect marks across the board.

I just knew I could do it when I got back my grades for common test. The whole thing is as if imprinted in my mind before reality plays it out. I just know what is wrong with my studies. I will walk out of JJC with my task done at the end of the year 2005. I came to realise that I'm a perfectionist because I felt everything I wrote on paper, I want it to appear in its best form. And in some other examples in my daily life, it reflects the same thing. Perfection.

Sidetrack///-/
I hate my class. Especially some of the boys. Nothing wrong with the gals at all. It's just about the boys. Someday I would reall pipe up something like, " Hey XXX, SHUT THE F*** UP LAA !"

This week's 2 training sessions have been tough...another of the same workout is due tomorrow. But I'm going to skip the main workout...do some hurdles instead. Today must study for Physics SPA which will be on friday. If I start tomorrow, I'll be too tired to absorb anything.